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July 2003


Thursday, 03 July, 2003:  "Overkill" by Men At Work.

I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know will be alright
Perhaps its just my imagination

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away

Alone between the sheets
Only brings exasperation
It's time to walk the streets
Smell the desperation

At least there's pretty lights
And though there's little variation
It nullifies the night
From overkill

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
COME BACK ANOTHER DAY

I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
THAT I know will be alright
It's just overkill

Day after day it reappears
Night after night, my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away

Tuesday, 15 July, 2003:  Just how long have I been tuning You out? Now that I'm listening again, where do I go?

Tuesday, 15 July, 2003:  I didn't include anything about my trip to Kentucky yet and now I really want to write about it. Meeting Paige and Rachel was great, things just fell right into place as though we had known each other forever. I really like the person that Paige brings out in me and I'm striving to keep making progress in having that version of me "active" more often. I'm glad to know her. I am glad to have her input in my life and I love having her perspective. She has really been helpful at getting me to push myself to become a better person.

As much as I would not give up my meeting with Paige and Rachel, that was not the highlight of the trip. I mean no disrespect to either Paige or Rachel by saying that as they are both inimitable people and I would not trade their acquaintance for anything. Still, the beginnings of a relationship simply overpower the rest and it is Chillicothe and not Bowling Green that stands out as the best part of the trip. I imagine that I must get a vaguely stupid expression when I think about her, but I rather like it. And I hope that she with the amazing blue eyes who causes my far-away expression and stupid grin appreciates and is glad of the effect she has on me.


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