Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know will be alright
Perhaps its just my imagination
Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Alone between the sheets
Only brings exasperation
It's time to walk the streets
Smell the desperation
At least there's pretty lights
And though there's little variation
It nullifies the night
From overkill
Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
COME BACK ANOTHER DAY
I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications
Especially at night
I worry over situations
THAT I know will be alright
It's just overkill
Day after day it reappears
Night after night, my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Tuesday, 15 July, 2003: Just how long have I been tuning You
out? Now that I'm listening again, where do I go?
Tuesday, 15 July, 2003: I didn't include anything about my trip
to Kentucky yet and now I really want to write about it. Meeting Paige and Rachel
was great, things just fell right into place as though we had known each other
forever. I really like the person that Paige brings out in me and I'm striving
to keep making progress in having that version of me "active" more
often. I'm glad to know her. I am glad to have her input in my life and I love
having her perspective. She has really been helpful at getting me to push myself
to become a better person.
As much as I would not give up my meeting with Paige and Rachel, that was not
the highlight of the trip. I mean no disrespect to either Paige or Rachel by
saying that as they are both inimitable people and I would not trade their acquaintance
for anything. Still, the beginnings of a relationship simply overpower the rest
and it is Chillicothe and not Bowling Green that stands out as the best part
of the trip. I imagine that I must get a vaguely stupid expression when I think
about her, but I rather like it. And I hope that she with the amazing blue eyes
who causes my far-away expression and stupid grin appreciates and is glad of
the effect she has on me.
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